Last night I received a call from the one person who left the deepest scar on my soul. It was a surprising call as we have not had communication in over a decade. The person on the other side of the telephone was my daughters father. He had called to ask my forgiveness for the things he had put me through in our past. As soon as I heard him ask for forgiveness it seemed as though a heavy weight just lifted off of me. I could actually in spirit see a dove flying in the air. This showed me the power of forgiveness. Though I had forgiven him, it really made a difference hearing him ask for the forgiveness. Honestly I had to handle the reality that I had not completely forgiven him. When we have completely forgiven a person we would not wish them harm. Before last night if I saw him being hurt on the street I probably would act as though I saw nothing. However, now I can say I would stop to assist. That may seem inhumane to some, but that is my reality.
This is a powerful moment as we are in the vibration of the solstice. It is the summer solstice in the western hemisphere and the winter solstice in the eastern hemisphere. During this time of alignment what does your "sol-soul" need to align with? What do you need to bring you in alignment, with the universe and especially in alignment with yourself. The universe knew I needed that call and it came at the right time, because I had just made an affirmation just two days before, to finally let the comfort of excess weight go. It seems as though I always lose a certain amount of weight, get to a certain size and can't budge past that point, then slowly the weight creeps back on. See that is what I need to bring into alignment. The abuse of my past has made me find comfort in the excess. But, I had to analyze myself and know that the greatest fear I have is to go through the change that is associated with any metamorphosis. As I have been detoxing my mental and spiritual self I have also began to finally work on steadfastly detoxing my physical self. No longer am I losing weight, but I am releasing the weight back to the universe and letting it go.That is my healing journey, we all have a healing journey. What is yours? Please share.If you prefer to share in private you may do so by writing me at: healtalk@gmail.com
Healing Blessings,
Tonya K.
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